I
was born in 1962 and lived on 16 acres of woods with my parents
outside the sleepy New England town of Winchendon, Massachusetts.
I was an only child and lived in the woods with parents that
had turned their backs on the world. My mom came from a weird
irish family and my dad was a Russian defector. Both of them
were trying to create a new life for themselves while
trying to forget the crueler world they had known. Growing up,
I spent a lot of time drawing, coloring and walking in the woods,
making up stories of adventure, travelling gypsy stories, Lost
in Space, Cowboys and Indians (where the Indians won).
Generally
I lived in a child's fantasy world where much of my interaction
was with nature and the animals around me. My mom was a portrait
painter and a draftsman and from an early age encouraged me
to color and draw. When I was 3 or 4 I remember watching a PBS
series about Vangogh's and Rembrant's life with my mother and
thinking that I would never choose to be an artist, it was too
hard and unrewarding. Vangogh and Rembrant's life was proof
of that. After thinking about my career though, I wondered what
would I be good at and decided to be an actress that wore red.
My dad and I would take long walks in the woods and he would
point out the beauty of the nature around me and the value of
silence, just hearing the wind through the trees. Those early
years in the woods were magical, although a little lonely, my
parents and I had our own kingdom, just for a little while.
When I was 7 my father hurt his back at work very badly and
things began to change. My mother went back to work, and after
a few years and 2 back operations, the doctor told my father
to move to a warmer climate, Florida or Arizona. They chose
Florida. It was a big adjustment for me. I think looking back,
I fell into a depression because the climate and people were
so different. I retreated more into my imagination and kept
drawing and painting. My father died in a unrelated accident
when I was 14 and it was then I learned that you had to live
your life to it's full potential each day, there was no sense
in waiting for retirement. It was at this time that I decided
to become an artist, because it was the one consistent thing
in my life, something that never left me and I got extra credit
at school which helped me pass those difficult math classes.
I graduated from Ringling School of Art and Design in 1983 and
had good intentions to move to New York and work as an Illustrator.
2 things kept me in Florida however, my boyfriend and my mother
who was diagnosed with terminal breast cancer. So I opted for
graphic design, moved to Orlando, Florida, with my mother, where
my boyfriend (later to become my husband) lived. My mom passed
away in 1985, after difficult battle with cancer. I spent the
next 10 years working for myself as a freelance designer, working
at various advertising agencies, and corporations doing graphics.
At 30 I decided to have an early mid-life crisis and re-evaluated
my entire life. I started really painting and took lessons from
a great contemporary French Fauvist artist, Marco Bronzini.
He gave me confidence and fine-tuned the skills I had been developing
all my life. I quit graphics and became a full-time painter,
doing art shows all around the country. Currently, I have a
studio at McRae Art Studios in Winter Park, Florida, a beloved
5 year old daughter, the same artist husband with a great talent
to make you laugh and 1 cat & a dog. You may find me painting from
time to time at Café Tú Tú Tango in Orlando,
at an outdoor art show or a gallery show, of course, as much
as a toddler's time will permit. My latest accomplishments are
either on this web site or on my professional resumé,
available on request.